Five things friday

Here we are, all the way around to another Friday. I am bachin' it this weekend as the wife is gallivanting around with the daughter on some southern beach. After dropping them at the airport I did a 20-mile bike ride (still trying to rest my ankle). It's crazy just how fast I can get out of the running habit. Anyways... here's 5 other things on my mind:

1. I'm not sure what made me think this, but is it possible that Caitlyn Clark has become a female version of don trump? I mean, I have nothing against her personally, but she certainly has created a stir - with quite the loyal following - especially in mostly white, rural communities. I am not up on the WNBA or women's basketball in general, but she seems to be somewhat of a polarizing figure. I wonder...
2. Speaking of polarizing figures...  I saw a statistic that said 63% of US Americans identify as Christian, but according to this Barna study, the percentage of Americans actively following Jesus with a Christian worldview is more like 4%. I'd have guessed that was shockingly true enough, but then I went to the link and saw it was from 2003!!! Well, geez, that's like a million years ago! So I wonder how different it might be today? I'd guess the 63% might be higher, and the 4 might be lower. However, the markers used to determine both may be completely different from in 2003. I dunno, but it's interesting.
3. Okay, here's something a little less serious, but maybe even more important (although... I dunno): This WSJ article apparently tells how to delete your personal data from an old computer. I'ma gonna need that, probably sooner than later... 
4. I'm sure this is less serious and less important: My reading list. I've been trying to wade through Jeff Galloway's 'Running Until You're 100'. It's... uh... not the easiest read. Plus it seems like a lot of "Read my book about *this* to understand what I mean." I guess there are some helpful tidbits, but it's been a little disappointing. On deck is 'Try Softer' by Aundi Kolber. It's a book our church got as part of our mental health grant. I also bought 'What I Talk About When I Talk About Running' by Haruki Murakami... because I've always wanted to read it!  
5. "We really never do anybody much good unless we share the deepest experiences of our souls." - Frank Laubach

Welp, time to get my ice bucket ready for ankle soaking, do some more work on the sermon, and if all goes well, maybe take an afternoon nap.

Peace!

Stress test (jane)

Jane had a CT Coronary Angiogram (w/contrast) and a CT Coronary Calcium Scan done this morning (I think that's what they're called). Both were done at the same time at the new IU Medical facility just minutes from our home. We arrived at 10:45am, and were on our way back home by 11:35am - so, we were there less than an hour.

The reason for the procedure was because she saw her doctor about some discomfort, and given a family history of heart issues he recommended she see a cardiologist, who then recommended doing this just to see what was going on. 

She couldn't have caffeine the morning of the test (though she was able to have a piece of toast right when she got up), and they gave her a pill to slow her heart rate before arriving (apparently they want to take the images between heart beats, so slower heart beats allow for better pics).  

It didn't take long to do. They had her put a gown top on, put an IV in her arm, then get on the scan table. When they send the dye through it makes you really warm (and kinda feels like peeing your pants), but it only lasts like a minute. They also had her take a nitroglycerin tablet to open up the passageways (which doesn't taste great, and may give you a slight headache). That was it.

She has a follow-up cardiologist appointment in like 3 weeks, and hopefully she will get the results of the test before then (maybe next week). 

Otherwise... it's Wednesday; and I got caught in a total downpour on my bike ride this morning before taking her to the doctor.

No kings

I am not entirely opposed to kings. A number of countries operate as such, and I don't know that it makes them good or bad. I am, however, opposed to the trump administration and all things currently republican in the supposed USA. THAT is why I participated in our local "No Kings" protest this past Saturday.

The weather was not great - overcast, rainy skies - but it actually may have made it that much more of a spectacle in that SO MANY PEOPLE still came out!!! 

Fort Wayne's event was from 2-4 PM on Saturday, June 14. We headed downtown right around 2 and noticed right away an increase in traffic. We decided to park at the library several blocks away and several other carloads of people had the same idea at the same time. 

Immediately you could hear the noise. I couldn't tell what it was at first, but as we got closer it turned out to be cars honking, people screaming, singing, cheering and just the sheer number of human voices gathered in one place! It was crazy!! ... It was beautiful.

Yes, I got teary-eyed several times.

I heard a rumor that Fort Wayne's crowd covered 10 blocks of downtown, not to mention the congestion of cars driving around blaring their horns. Someone estimated maybe 10,000 people but I have seen no confirmation of that. I'd be happy with half that. I've also never heard a definitive national number: somewhere between 5 million and 13 million. That's a lot of people.

I honestly don't know what the point, or intended outcome, of the event is/was, but it was hard not to feel a level of enthusiasm in the air like I've not experienced in some time. Maybe it was just finding out we are not alone in how we feel. Sometimes that's all it takes. Sometimes that's what it takes for something more to happen too! 

As a friend of mine said:
"Most days I think, "How can people be okay with this" (the onslaught of lies, evil, propaganda day after day after day)? Today I realized that they aren't. Sure, some people are, but it was shocking just how many folks were carving out space to make their voices heard. Even if those words fall on the deaf ears of billionaire grifters, it turns out we needed a moment to hear each other..."

We saw a number of people we knew and faces we recognized; there were a lot of younger people, but it was mostly old folks - even older than us; we did not see a single police officer anywhere (though I'm sure they were lurking about); it was mostly like a great big party with a lot of laughing, smiling, singing, and even some dancing. :) 

What I simply don't understand are the people I've heard since then who complained that it was somehow anti-military or anti-American. Like... what?!? That's one of the things that yanks my chain the most: this idea that anyone who doesn't support trump, or isn't a republican, is somehow anti-American. Since when has that been a thing? Well, I think since trump's first run it has for sure. And I don't think he's smart enough to come up with any of this stuff on his own. He's a puppet, and the puppeteer purposely hides away. Oof... Anyway...

Yeah... for a couple of hours it felt pretty good. I felt a little bit of hope. I don't expect the current anti-Christ administration to change anything because of it, but it was nice that it changed my mindset for awhile, and maybe over time it can change some other people's too. We will see.

EP doctor visit

I had my scheduled 6-month exam with the Electrophysiologist today. It began with a weight measurement (162), 12-lead EKG, and BP reading.

The BP was 180/90, which is what it was when I checked it before leaving the house. I "think" I'd just freaked myself out due to nervousness about this visit (and I have no idea why I was so anxious). Of course, the more I tried to calm down, the worse it got. Anyway, the doctor checked it after we talked awhile and it was down to 160/82, so he was satisfied. I also showed him my regular checks from home, which are usually in the 120-ish/70-ish range.

All told, he was happy with things. I'm still having erratic heart rate "episodes" of some kind every 1-2 months, but with the Kardia mobile device I am able to text those readings to him and he is good to follow-up. Most episodes only last a few hours, with occasional longer ones. None have yet gone past 24 hours.

He said these are not damaging or endangering my life in any way, but merely present a "quality of life" issue. He suggested maintaining the current course of treatment (diltiazem, apibaxin, lisinopril, and rosuvastatin), and if I would ever start to experience pain or the episodes got to be every 1-2 weeks or 1-2 days, he would suggest a second ablation (rather than additional medications). He said said he would do a pulsed field ablation if we need to do another, and he is currently the only one doing them in Fort Wayne. They are apparently much less invasive and are showing good signs.

Also, he said I have GRADUATED to annual visits instead of 6 months! I am to watch my hydration levels, electrolyte balance, medication therapy, and keep him updated with any odd Kardia readings. If at any time I'd like to do the second oblation I can just text him or call the office.

I guess that's good!

Five things friday

 I know. I had good intentions of blogging several times this week... Yada yada. Anyway...

1. I did take the week off from running due to my bum ankle. Instead I rode my bike Monday, Wednesday and today. I also continued to ice, soak in epsom salts, and wore a compression sock as much as I could stand it. The swelling has gone down some, and it doesn't hurt like it did, but I definitely needed a break from running. The ankle was feeling pretty good until last night when I played basketball with the grandson. Dangit! Of course, the 23-mile bike ride today didn't help. I may take another week off from running (at least).
2. I finally started the actual writing of a sermon this week. I've sort of been preparing for it since February, and I don't deliver it until mid-July. I probably over-prepared though, which then made the act of writing that first sentence that much more difficult. I read several books, consulted several others, plus various substack posts and other items of information. I'm putting way more work into than it warrants, but, you know, that's how it goes. I'd say the hardest parts for me are: just getting started, and then putting the final touches on once I've got the basics down.
3. I read today where, between 2020 and 2024, the median price for a starter home rose 44%, from $169K to $287K. Did you catch that: a STARTER HOME!!! Oh, but let's occupy our news/politics/mindless airspace with the nut-job in the white house! The article doesn't mention it, but I still say private equity is to blame (or whatever the proper term for it is -- corporate "something"). Grr.
4. I saw the picture at the top of the page in the June 6, 2025 Renovaré newsletter It's from Fan Pu and is called "Happy Jesus" (I LOVE it!). This is the little write-up they had with it: "Christ’s Incarnation is unrepeatable, unique. But it was the Trinity’s good plan that the physical body of Jesus would leave this earth, and that his people would become the dwelling place for his Spirit. Fan Pu’s image reflects the incarnational reality that we are Christ’s body—the habitation for his Spirit on earth. Is our fellowship of such a character and unity that we are a “happy” expression of Christ’s body to the world? My friends, we cannot bear the image of Christ alone. Each person is one expression of God’s creativity, one unique package of personality, gifts, and beloved personhood. But the expression of God’s reality as a loving communion only comes into focus and into power as we love each other and join in worship, submission, growth, service, and friendship. A body’s strength and beauty comes from the diversity of its parts." 
5. "Simplify, then add lightness." (This guiding principle for high performance is from engineer and inventor Colin Chapman - h/t to James Clear - and is how I want to do the final edit on all my sermons from now on!)

Okey doke. I've been soaking my left foot in a bucket of ice water while writing this. Time to warm it up a bit with my afternoon tea, and maybe a nap. 

Find some peace (and joy) this weekend. However you can.

Lost all sense of morality, security, and innocence

As promised... Here are a few shareables from the beginning of 'A Non-Anxious Presence' by Mark Sayers...

In the introduction he opens with this quote from Hermann Hesse:

"There are times when a whole generation gets caught to such an extent between two eras, the styles of life, that nothing comes naturally to it since it has lost all sense of morality, security, and innocence."

Man, does that not describe where we are right now (at least in the United States, but also largely the world)? I guess the good news - if you can call it that - is that this isn't the first time we've been here...

Chapter 1 talks about the end of an era. As he says on p. 21, "When reframed, the phase that feels like destruction, mayhem, and death is the moment just before birth... We are moving into our in-between moment, in which the usual rules do not apply..." (and this creates anxiety) 

One example of changing eras is: War used to be fought almost solely on a kinetic level (shooting and blowing up the enemy). Now there are so many other forms of war: cyber, information, legal, criminal, psychological, economic, etc. 

His point in this section is that we have not yet entered a new era; instead we have entered an in-between phase, a "gray zone." The Gray Zone is the overlap period between two eras.

So, our challenge now as christians (and he is more specifically focusing on leaders) is to follow an unchanging God, who is advancing His kingdom in this gray zone moment. This is where we currently live... morality, security, and innocence seem like things of the past. But are they???

As noted in chapter 2 (30), "...what may look like decline, loss, or even obliteration can be revival's launching pad."

(31) "There is a longing among God's people to see His church live out its potential." ... "When viewed through a biblical lens, gray zones often precede renewal and rebirth."

In chapter 3 Sayers covers a previous era which contained what historian Tom Standage labeled the 'Victorian Internet.' Standage said this new wave of information supplied by the ... TELEGRAPH... "was like a drug to businessmen, who swiftly became addicted." And, like all drugs, there was a powerful side effect -- anxiety. (remind you of anything today?)

This section was pretty enlightening to me about the history of the world as we know it - and the role of information processing, the introduction of the middle class, and as Sayers says, the role "comfortable, prosperous, and stable times" played in creating not only anxious people, but a culture of anxiety.

So, this was a brief overview of section one. The next section of the book addresses how secular society attempted to remake the world during those tumultuous times...

A non-anxious presence

Starting out I thought Michael Sayers's book A Non-Anxious Presence: How A Changing and Complex World Will Create a Remnant of Renewed Christian Leaders was going to be The Answer everyone needed to be able to navigate this chaotic "gray zone" we now find ourselves in (as we make our way into a new era of some kind). Unfortunately, as with most books/authors/podcasts/studies etc... it fizzled somewhat at the end.

Still, I found this to be a phenomenal resource. Sayers explains the history behind "how we got here" very, very well (so good). Where I felt it lacked was in exactly HOW to be a non-anxious presence. But, it was good; and, at just under 200 pages, a quick and worthwhile read.

Here is the table of contents:

PART 1. THE GRAY ZONE: IN BETWEEN ERAS

Chapter 1: The End of an Era

Chapter 2: Rebirth

Chapter 3: The Victorian Internet

PART II. AN ANXIOUS WORLD: FROM STRONGHOLD TO NETWORK

Chapter 4: Life and Leadership on Secular Autopilot

Chapter 5: The American Century

Chapter 6: Birth of a Networked Age

PART III. LEADING IN THE GRAY ZONE: THE WAYS OF THE WILDERNESS

Chapter 7: A Non-Anxious Presence in an Anxious Age

Chapter 8: From the Gray Zone to the Comfort Zone

Chapter 9: Leading from the Comfort Zone

Chapter 10: From Efficiency to Adaption

Chapter 11: The Anxious Frontier

Chapter 12: Gaining a Heavenly Orientation

Chapter 13: Hidden Kingdom Power Laws

Chapter 14: Pressure and the Presence

 There were plenty of good stories, highlights, and things I want to save, so hopefully I will be sharing some snippets here in the days to come.

Make no mistake, I still recommend this book. I was kinda just expecting a little more clarity at the end. :)

Five things friday

I am fresh off a lunch meeting at one of the new Duckpin Bowling establishments in town (Ducky's). It was... a place. But more important than that... here are my five things you've been waiting all week for!!

1. Boy, oh, boy... I started reading 'A Non-Anxious Presence: How a Changing and Complex World will Create a Remnant of Renewed Christian Leaders' by Mark Sayers this week. Wowza. It was written during the Covid shutdown, so things have grown even worse in the world, but this is a pretty powerful little book as far as understanding how we got here. I still have a few chapters yet to go and can't wait to get to them.
2. I liked this article about how football coach Chris Petersen apparently reset Sean McVay's coaching career (and maybe life); and especially liked this quote from Chris: “The arena can squeeze you and narrow you so quickly to certainly a lesser version — or the worst version — of yourself extremely easily... You have to have a plan. You have to be almost counter-culture. Like, you have to work against everything society is telling you and rewarding you for.”
3. I've been reading Richard Beck's substack series on Free Will and Predestination. This first one was really helpful (as are most of his writings). 
4. I also like Chuck DeGroat's substack writings. Particularly this short piece on Authenticity, which he says is "...the slow remembering of who you were before the world named you too much or not enough."
5. I've already shared a couple quotes, so here's one in the form of a meme I stole from someone who stole it from someone else: 
   
   
   

Alrighty... now it's time to get the grandson who needs a ride to his basketball practice. In the meantime, let's all wonder what we're really being distracted from while this trump-musk twitterspat is clogging the news!

Peace

Mission… air purification

 Last night we took in the new Mission Impossible movie in the theater. It may have been more because we had a hankerin’ for movie-theater popcorn for supper, but still… It was an okay movie. I gotta say, though, parts of it were a little unrealistic (he he). Reality, however, slapped us in the face when the alarm went off this morning after staying out past 11 on a weeknight!

My mission today was to get an AIR PURIFIER. The daughter has been a believer for some time, and I’ve lately been warming to the idea. I’ve looked at a number online, but after working out today I stopped at Menards and decided to just get one in store (stickin’ it to Amazon). I purchased this Vornado AC350 for $109 (plus a rebate). It has decent reviews and apparently the major knock is lack of smart-phone control. That was almost enough reason for me to get it right there! 

Set-up was nothing more than plugging it in, and filter changes seem easy enough as well. So far, so good!

Five things friday

I'll be darned if I didn't forget about a FTF last week. I'm probably going to lose all two of my readers! Sorry 'bout that.

1. My running has actually been going quite well lately. My legs feel great, no aches or pains, but... the other day I noticed my left ankle was swollen. It doesn't hurt (other than a twinge now and then), but it's almost as big as all those sprained ankles I used to get playing football. So I've been icing it and soaking in epsom salts to see if I can get it to go away on my own. You'd have never known while I was cruising 13 miles this morning!
2. NBA basketball. What do you think? I gave up watching regular season games a long time ago. Still, I can find myself getting caught up in playoffs and the finals. But, geez... Is it real, or is it nothing more than professional wrestling? I mean, the officiating is so poor that it either has to be rigged... or... it's America. [Can anything good come out of America?]
3. Have you heard... According to the National Restaurant Association’s 2025 report, 75% of restaurant traffic is now takeout (link). The article lists some reasons, but I think there may be more to the story. Like, what about staffing problems, customer dissatisfaction with in-person-dining service, and people just generally being fed up with being around other people! I think someone should look into those reasons. Oh, and the fact that there aren't really any "fast food" establishments anymore. Might as well get take-out at a decent restaurant since it's going to cost about the same and take as long...
4. I have no desire to live a long time (hopefully just as long as m'Lady does), but I did read this Doctor's Science-Backed Formula for Aging Better article with interest. It is nice to be fairly healthy.
5. "I learned not to measure the value of a day by how much I got done." - Carolyn Arends on what she discovered during her sabbatical (I'm trying to learn this) 

Oddly enough, I felt like I had a productive week. I can't really tell you anything I accomplished... but I feel pretty okay. Which is actually saying something in this day and age given the amount of discouraging and disorienting news (unless your an unhinged maga nut). Maybe finishing Jesus Changes Everything by Stanley Hauerwas has something to do with that. I don't know, but I'm not complaining.

Here's to a peaceful weekend!

How he loves (john mark mcm)

You know how sometimes you get that "I feel like this is something I'm supposed to do" feeling? I had that last night, and ended up at a John Mark McMillan concert.

I have no idea where the feeling came from. I'd seen he was coming to town, but the only thing I knew about him was that he wrote that "sloppy wet kiss" song that David Crowder changed the words to and made famous-er.

But there was something.

Part of it may have been that I'd never been to this venue either and have always been curious. I thought HeBrews was a coffee house that occasionally hosted Christian concerts, and that seemed kinda cool to me.

So, here I am, picturing JMM and an acoustic guitar, singing ragged love songs to God in a little 50-seat-ish coffee house for a bunch of old timers... and I was hoping maybe the Big Guy had something special in store for me.

Well, it's a little bit funny...

Jane was tired from a long day at work but, lo and behold, the daughter and her hubby texted that they were going (I was afraid we had ruined both our kids to Christian music forever)! I went back and forth, and finally about an hour after it was supposed to start, I opened up Google Maps and headed that way. 

Ah, why was I not surprised to discover this "coffee house" was actually a big ol' CHURCH! And one of "those" churches, that screams: casual, contemporary, conservative, youth-group-oriented, family-friendly, and all the things I often forget have yet to go out of style and still exist! To top it off, the daughter said the opening band (which was fortunately already done when I arrived) was full on youth-groupy praise and witness and that it was a good thing I missed them.

Well, anyhew, I still wondered if there was some reason I was supposed to be there. Like God himself wanted me there. But what could it be for???

The evening did not suddenly take a turn for the better when JMM and his six-piece rock band started blaring sound and lights and fog from the stage. Oof. I've become too accustomed to quality sound environments, and this took me some time to get myself re-acclimated. Sadly, I think I spent more time shaking my head as I looked around the room at how many people still acted like this was 1995 and Geoff Moore & the Distance had come to their gymnasium.  

Finally... Finally... JMM did a few acoustic numbers alone and gave my ears a break. And, no, he didn't have the greatest voice, isn't a superb guitarist, doesn't really even have an endearing vibe... But he's got something. 

At one point he told about when he was 7 years old and, while trying to be cool, came totally uncontrollably, sobbingly undone by a love for God and others, and how people often questioned if he was maybe too manipulated by the music, and he said something like... "That may have been the case, and if it is, then I hope to God it happens to a whole bunch more people!!!" That's not how he said it, but the point came across. [Why do we think the devil can use any means to manipulate people, but for some reason God isn't able to work however he wants?]

I'm still not sure why, or even if, I was "supposed" to be there... Maybe it was because music had a way of pulling me into a love for God and his world also. Maybe it was a little bit to convict me of how high and mighty arrogant I've become, thinking I was too good for shows like this, and people like this, and churches like this...

I don't know... I could have done without the music, the lights, the coffee... But I came home a humbler man than I was. There's nothing wrong with that. It was also nice hangin' out with Drew Carrie.

"So we are his portion and he is our prize
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking
So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest

I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about..."

Trips to buda, track meets, grads, and mom

Whew... it was a week!

Last Monday, I drove to Buda, IL, to pick up my mom and bring her back here for the week. I arrived Monday afternoon, and we headed back to Fort Wayne at 7:45am Tuesday. Both ways involved rain in various parts. Monday was a mere drizzle, but Tuesday had some storm situations. Still, both trips were fairly uneventful.

Tuesday evening was the Fort Wayne grandkids' prelims and field events for their city middle school track meet (Lutheran city schools). All three kids got to participate, and it was the first time my mom had seen any of them in track. That would have been good, except it poured down rain almost the entire time and was a chilly 50°F. Ugh. Not a fun night, but we survived.

Wednesday was the oldest of our grandchildren's 8th-grade graduation. Double-ugh! It's hard not to admit that maybe A is my favorite grandchild, because she was the first and she's the only girl. It doesn't mean I love the others any less, but... there's just something special about the first. Anyway, it was a fine graduation ceremony and after-party. I simply can't comprehend that she will be in high school now. I really don't know how much more I can even say about it coherently...

Thursday was the Lutheran City Schools Track Finals. Said oldest grandchild "should have," "could have" been the 100m hurdles champion. She was clearly winning - until the second-to-last hurdle. I don't think she's ever stumbled over a hurdle, but she did in the finals. Dang. I felt so bad for her. She still ended up 3rd. But, dang. It happens. I am still super proud of her. She is such a good athlete, and athletics have been sooooooo good for her. I hope she continues in all three sports (volleyball, basketball, and track) in high school. 

Saturday we (Jane and I) took my mom back to her house and spent until Monday morning there. Jane visited her brother, who's confined to a wheelchair, and got him supper, lunch, etc., and did some other odd jobs for him. I did a couple chores for my mom. 

Sunday we had a high school graduation open house for Jane's nephew's daughter in Kewanee, IL. We saw all Jane's other brothers and some of our nieces and nephews there. It was a nice time.

Monday we headed back home around 8am. Oof. I love my mom, but it was kind of a lot for me to be around anybody for that long. Plus, I don't do well with someone asking me every five seconds what I'm doing, or what that is, or this is, or why this is this way, and on and on and on. I know I'm maybe too used to silence and being alone, but... geez... I just can't maintain conversations about nothing for very long. I'm sure my mom was glad to be back home too, though, as she now has people to talk to. ;)

Anyway, there's more I could say about last week, but that's probably enough for now...

One accord service

We had our 2013 Honda Accord serviced today at the dealership. Just an oil change, plus the cabin air filter and engine air filter. Geezaroo, it was $60+ for EACH filter! Fortunately we still get a break on the oil change since we bought the car there ($33.77). Altogether it was $179.11. Ugh. 

They also suggested the following be done:

• Passenger license plate light out (I replaced myself for $5)
• Spark plugs
• Serpentine belt
• Transmission flush
• Brake flush
• Coolant flush

Since we are now at 123,000 miles I suppose I should think about some of those things. 

On a positive note… the dealership has finally gotten their service department construction done, so they have a nice new waiting area. It took about an hour, so I helped myself to a complementary coffee and read a couple chapters in my book. 

…and lived to tell about it. 

Just passing through

 I saw this in Mike Woodruff’s ‘Friday Update’ last week and want to (try to) remember it:

A tourist meeting a well-known rabbi was surprised by the austerity of the famous scholar’s home. A table, a chair, and a bed comprised the entirety of his furnishings. "Is this all you have?" the tourist asked. “Yes,” said the rabbi, before noting that the tourist also had only a few belongings with him. "But I’m just passing through" the man explained. "So am I," said the rabbi. (BTW, so are you.)

Man, I wish I could have a perspective like that. I like to think we live a fairly simple life, but we have a lot of stuff! Shoot, I HAVE a lot of stuff!! For some reason I’ve always been attached to things - more sentimentally than because they’re necessarily nice. 

It’s hard trying to live in this world and be of another world at the same time. So hard, in fact, that we need a Savior to even attempt it…

Five things friday (afib, anniversary, bible, book)

I guess my blogging streak from last week sort of petered out. Maybe there was too much going on this week. I intended for some of these to be stand-alone posts, but, here we are...

1. Oof, I had a nasty 19-or-so-hour afib ordeal Tuesday into Wednesday. Boy, just when I think I'm getting over it, or at least getting a handle on it... BAM. It started Tuesday afternoon when I unthinkingly grabbed a cold drink out of the fridge and immediately took a drink. Dang. I felt the erratic heartbeat right away and tiredness soon overtook me. So I vegged most of the rest of the day, thinking it would revert at any time. I took an extra Diltiazem before bed and expected to wake up back in rhythm. Nope. I waited until 8AM and sent my EP doctor a Kardia EKG reading and explained the situation to him, then I thought I'd try going for a run to see if that helped. When I returned the EP doc had replied, "You are having a lot of extra beats. Trying to sustain afib but runs of extra beats..." So maybe it wasn't technically afib, but it felt like it! He suggested I make an appointment with his nurse practitioner asap and we may need to use a stronger med and/or redo the ablation. HOWEVER, after I read that, I noticed that I was back in a normal sinus rhythm! The run must have worked!! So I texted him that and since I already had an appointment with him in June we're just going to wait until then and no need to contact the NP. I felt immediately better once I was back in rhythm, but, geez, I'm getting tired of this. I guess it could be worse.
2. Fortunately, I felt better Wednesday afternoon/evening because it was our 42ND WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! That's crazy to even think about. We went to Cork 'N Cleaver and both had the filet, baked potato and salad bar, and shared a bottle of the Francis Coppola Cabernet. It ain't cheap ($187 including tip), but it is well worth it while we can still swing it once a year!
3. I do plan to elaborate on this... I finished reading the Bible chronologically on Tuesday! I/we used the Joni & Friends Chronological Bible-in-a-Year plan. Jane has managed to keep to the daily readings, but I started devouring large swaths each day at some point (and then would take weekends off). Mostly I listened (and also read along) using the Youversion App with the Anglicanized NIV reader. I tell you what... it really did change me! For the better!! I'll go into more detail later, but I was really happy about this undertaking at this time. Though, I have to admit, I'm feeling a little sad that it's over now...
4. So, I'm sure you're wondering what I'm reading now... I started in on 'Jesus Changes Everything: A New World Made Possible' by Stanley Hauerwas (edited by Charles E. Moore). I had actually already read a little of it, but started over from the beginning again on Wednesday. I am liking it, and hope to post some tidbits now and then.
5. "His desire? To 'foment a modest revolution by forcing Christians to take themselves seriously as Christians.' That is what this book is about, to challenge Christians about their Christianity by shaking them out of their customary ways of thinking and living, so they can be more faithful to Christ." - Charles Moore (on why Hauerwas wrote the above book) 

And, there ya have it. That's how this week has gone -- along with cleaning the house and yardwork in preparation for us hosting our "old people's" church group tomorrow night. I'm about beat! I'm glad it's Friday!!!

Peace