Deleting my old email account

I think I am finally going to delete my old email account from the church. I may wait another week, because I think I still have a few subscriptions connected to it. I have already unsubscribed from or changed just about everything else. It will be nice to not have to see it anymore. It just seems really sad to me that anything associated with my life over the previous 14 years brings so much pain to mind. And I still don't know why it had to be that way. Certainly it couldn't have been a total waste... right? Time to move on though.