Tuesday, February 04, 2014

Not feeling it

I just haven't really been feeling in the mood to write a whole lot lately. There is certainly much I could say, on many topics, right now... I'd just as soon not comment publicly though. Part of it is lack of time. This 'working' thing has really cut into my thinking time. And that's not all bad. I also need to be aware of people who still read here that are only looking for something they can use against me in some way. Some of it has to do with my own sensitivity too. Believe it or not, I am a very sensitive person. I think the biggest part may just be cautionary. Some of the best advice I was ever given - by an old friend, counselor and mentor - was, "Dan, just don't do anything stupid." I've not always followed that very well, but I always get a warm spot when I think back to that moment as I sat beside Larry in his last days. There have been few times when I felt as special as I did when I was told that he wanted to see me before he died. I'm glad I went. So.......... for now I am just going to go to work, do my job, and come home. I may feel different tomorrow... and I may not. We'll see.