Umm

Um, yes, I now consider myself an 'Umm.'

Mike Moore seems to have classified yet another kind of Christian in his excellent article: "The Rise of the Umms." 

Here's a little snippet to explain:

People end up far from church for lots of reasons, as the nones and dones demonstrate—but the umms represent yet another distinct group worth talking about. I would argue that many of those who have distanced themselves from church attendance, both in-person and online, might be described as umms.

Umms are a different category altogether, and the ones I have spoken with share several common characteristics. They are fond of the local church and were active members in the past. They take Jesus seriously and want to belong to a local congregation. They are not bitter or cynical—in fact, if anything, umms are uncomfortable with not being committed to a church body.

As a result, there is a gap between their desire and their situation. They are umms because they are uncertain and hesitant about how to reengage with the church. And although their individual stories are myriad and diffuse, I would like to present four potential types of umms and their struggles: disoriented, demotivated, discouraged, or disembodied.

Honestly, I'm not sure what type I fit into. I/we just don't feel like we fit in with so many church/people groups. And I hate to admit it, but I'm somewhat afraid to try. Yet again.

I suppose it's somewhat comforting to know we are not alone, but still... we are not as connected even outside the church as the author here.

And... Today is Maundy Thursday. Who knew? I'm reminded how much I used to look forward to Holy Week, and this day in particular. I loved planning and preparing the service. I loved being reminded and mentally reliving the passion every year. Yet, this year it is just another Thursday. No church, no remembrances, no feetwashing, no communion of any kind.

I was reminded this morning of something from the church where I/we used to pastor. We were there from 1999-2013, and it has now been almost 9 full years since we've seen or heard from anyone there. Just cut off, cold. It boggles my mind still. It also makes me wonder what they'll be doing for Maundy Thursday...

Meh, sorry this is a sad post. It just is. And I, um, don't know what more to say about it. Maybe Friday will be... better.

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Matthew 26:47-50

While he was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, arrived. With him was a large crowd armed with swords and clubs, sent from the chief priests and the elders of the people.  Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them: “The one I kiss is the man; arrest him.”  Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, “Greetings, Rabbi!” and kissed him. Jesus replied, “Do what you came for, friend.”